FIREPROOF

So last night my husband and I saw the movie Fireproof. It was so good. Finally a movie that shows that marriages do not have to end. Life is hard and marriage is not easy, but nothing in life is. I know that my marriage would not be as wonderful if I could not look back at all the triumphs that my husband and I have accomplished together. Marriage is a journey and there is no one I would rather take than my Dayle. Life is to short to be selfish. So just remember to never leave your partner behind. Finish strong together.

Diapers!!!

So one of my best friends is having a baby girl and I get to help host a baby shower for her. It will be a ton of fun. Dayle helped me make her diaper cake. He helped me put it togeather and then I got to decorate it. It was a lot of fun. My husband is such a good sport. I love having him around and making stuff with him. So I think the end result turned out pretty good. Let me know what you think.

Oh and by the way. I looked at these online and they definentaly charge more than they are worth. If you ever want to make one just google for instructions.

Life is a Gift

So this weekend my husband got very sick. I ended up calling 911. It was the scariest five minutes of my life. He is doing fine now, but is recovering from a severe case of the flu. So a bit of advice is to do something special for your hubby today. Because you never know what life will bring.

Our Son

Becoming A Mother Is Not Always A Choice, But A Gift.

So I decided that I should write about our son. There is a picture at the bottom of my page. So here is the story...

On January of 2008 I found out that Dayle and I were expecting our first baby, and after a year of being married everything seemed to be too perfect. Life was beautiful. And so were the first 5 months of my pregnancy. Until one day.

On May 29th 2008 I went to the hospital with Dayle because I felt that something was wrong. We were not sure what, but we left for the hospital anyways. I had a test to take for my math class that evening and thought that I would get back in time to take it. And Dayle brought his homework as well. The nurse assured me everything would be fine, but when the doctor came in he found that I was fully dilated and I was informed that with my baby being only 24 weeks old he would not survive. I received a blessing and felt comfort but no sure answer. For five days I fought to give my baby a chance, and felt angels all around me. During this entire time my wonderful husband never left my side, but held my hand and comforted me. My mother who was thousands of miles away also found a way to be with me. But on Monday June 2nd at 8:51 a.m. the struggle ended and I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. Though tiny in our eyes he was complete and perfect. With tiny fingers, tiny toes, delicate eye lashes and a button nose. He was 1 lb 6 oz and 12 1/2 inches long. He lived for 1 1/2 hours and then God knowing that his life was complete called him home. Those were the most peaceful and sorrowful moments that I have ever felt. Dayle did have the opportunity to give him a name and a blessing. Tears were shed and I felt as though my world had crumbled. But I know that God has a plan for us and that Bryent is where he needs to be. I have a son who is near and watching over us. Though our first pregnancy was not what we expected it was still a wonderful Miracle. And for those few hours that I held my baby and was a mother, there is nothing in this world I would trade for it. And for my son Bryent I would do it all again. Life is hard and I have learned that it is what we do with the trials that we are given that make us who we are. I only hope that I can live my life in a way that will make my son proud of me, for I know that he is watching over me. His mother.

Laughter is the Best Medicine

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. ~e.e. cummings

Why anyone would ever want to go a day without laughing is beside me. And today Dayle had a laughing attack that was fiercer than any I had ever seen before. Rolling on the floor and clutching his sides. It is a memory that I will never forget. And then because he was laughing so hard I started to laugh and it just kept going and going. Life can be tough, but it does not have to be miserable. So laugh!

Pink!

Today was just another regualar day until.... Around 3:15 and I arrived home to find what on my door step? Well I raced my husband to the door because he teased me that he was going to open them if I didn't hurry. He won the race but graciously allowed me to open my package. And there they were. My pink dishes that I had ordered. And yes to verify that there was no typo, they are pink. They are so cute and , match the rest of my pink kitchen aid things. This is the one place that I show my cutsie girle side. My husband is the best because he let me do pink. And I love it when he makes dinner and is cutting things up with a pink knife. So today I have had fun unwraping dishes and organizing them.

Here is to a New Day!

So here I am with my amazing cousin who has helped me put this blog togeather. On just a moments notice she put it togeather. Now six hours later here it is with my very first post. And the best part of it is, in the middle of it all around 1:30 in the morning we went out for a snack. It took awhile to find anything open at all in the small town of Rexburg, but as luck would have it there was a small gas station open. I am very excited to be able to have somewhere to blog. Now Dayle and I can have a place to put down all of our thoughts and adventures. Life is such an amazing journey. There are so many possobilities out there. Even now I have started to pack up my tiny apartment in preparation move to Georgia where Dayle and I will start the next chapter in our lifes. Here is where I will write my thoughts. And so my blog has begun.